Grandfather

My grandfather whispered in my ear, 

Son, you'll never know what I've done 
You'll never feel my embrace or the hints of my love 
I'm sorry for my son and the daughter that I brought up 
We can all do a little better when we look back afterwards 
But regardless you're their son and their not further off 
Than either one of us would have thought 
Perhaps the silence was a crutch instead of an excuse to make it up 
after the tv's finally shut off 
I need you to come back and hold them close 
Like I would have done if it were my choice 
To see you born with a voice 
Into a void of choices and chances 
And 5 minute romances 
I would have been your constant 
The arms you'd always be welcome in 
But that's only what could have been 
And this is now, but the reality is 
You were loved before you were born 
And I'm torn I never say your eyes open 
But now close them and know I'll always keep you warm 
Because in loves arms your never far from home

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